Many of you are in the throes of Nano! Are you feeling the heat? Have you been feeling it since Day 1? Are you over the 10K mark and thinking, "This is the worst piece of poo I've ever written."
Ready to throw in the towel?
Please don't! Keep writing. You can do this thing. I know it.
I know what it's like to feel the stir of excitement as a story takes shape. The characters burn in your heart and their witty dialogue fills your mind at neck-breaking speed. You barely have time to catch your breath let alone jot it all down. You forget to take your kid to school and realize it when you pull into the parking lot at work (maybe that's just me).
The blank page awaits. There'll be no "dark and stormy night" here.
One month. I can do this. I got this.
(Check out the Charlie Brown clip, we're about to learn something.)
You're on top of the world, but the voices come fast and hard overlapping the other.
You're ruining it!
I told you to get rid of those adverbs.
Does this scene drive the plot forward?
Did you offer up any new information?
Show don't tell!
Tighten that sentence!
Do you want to end up a hack?
You'll never write like _____________ (fill in the blank).
You slow down to fix everything every writer has ever offered up as solid advice. Instead of pushing ahead, you're slashing scenes and begging your neighbors to bring you chocolate and coffee.
The biggest hindrance to finishing a fast first draft (or any draft) is insecurity.
I've been known to let all those voices into my head. And then I begin to doubt. Maybe I'm not a writer after all. No, I'll never be like (insert favorite author here). This story is drivel. Maybe I should go back and fix it here...and here...how many times can they sigh? Smile? Frown? Raise an eyebrow? I have no plot. I have no real goal. No conflict. I can't keep shooting them. Eventually I'll have to hit them and not miss. No one can be that bad of a shot.
Take heart, my friends. Every single writer has flaws. We're people. We all make mistakes. Even Stephen King. Even your favorite author.
This is when we pull a Linus.
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH! Point the finger (preferably index, but it's your hand) Lay those voices out! Show them who is on top of the house!
Yeah, you aren't following all the rules. You're overusing words and phrases. Adverbs come like pelts of water on a hot pavement. Maybe you didn't drive the plot forward in that last scene or share new information.
This is still a fabulous story. And you can come back through in revisions and fix it. Who knows, maybe in the scene that didn't drive the plot forward, a new emotional layer formed. Maybe in the scene that didn't offer any new information it did offer a few zingers that you can place somewhere else later.
And hey, these days deleted scenes aren't time wasted. They're called bonus material, outtakes, and a way to drive traffic and readers to your website. Maybe you can laugh at yourself and call those scenes your blooper reel. Readers won't berate you, they'll love you for being real. They'll get a kick out of your process.
Because it is a process. Take a deep breath. Let it go (and now I'm singing the song from Frozen. Fabulous). Don't give up. Don't let the internal editor and voices of doubt hinder you from writing the story of your heart.
Notice when Linus asks, "Are any of you secure?" the only one who is, is the one barreling through and kicking up dust.
PigPen isn't scared of getting messy. And he sure doesn't care what others think of him.
I leave you with one more nugget. Linus found his security in a blanket. For us Christian writers, our security is Jesus Christ. Let Him wrap you up and hold you close as you plow through the hard ground of a first fast draft. Dream. Revel in the newness....and kick up some dust!
You can always fix it in January when you allow the internal editor to come out and play, or crack the whip! Now go get your NaNo second wind on and write! Celebrate. You. Are. A. Writer.
Jessica R. Patch writes inspirational contemporary romance and romantic suspense. A passion to draw women into intimacy with God keeps her motivated, along with ice-cold Perrier and adventurous trips in the name of research. When she’s not hunched over her laptop or teaching the new & growing believer's class at her church, you can find her sneaking off to movies with her husband, embarrassing her daughter in unique ways, dominating her son at board games, and collecting recipes to wonderful dishes she'll probably never cook. She is represented by Rachel Kent of Books & Such Literary Management.
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